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Current Mood: cynicalcynical
23 July 2009 @ 12:10 pm
I just thought up this akuroku fanfic but....of course knowing me it's a horrible mess.
It's a sadist story line and I want to write it but it'll make me feel sad cause it's freaking
sad. Worse than my other one Farrah!!

Omg I need to do something now. I'll most likely write it to...
I long for it. I just love putting Axel and Roxas through so much heart break
and I don't know why. I love you Axel!!!!!!!!
Current Mood: irritatedirritated
Current Music: Pain - 3DaysGrace
22 July 2009 @ 11:16 pm
I'm riding in the back of a car going to a seafood place to eat.
My step-dad brings up that we need to get his mother a sub from subway.
That's where I work.

I just go off into my own world then. It works like this.
My poor muses love me they spoke!

Youji: subs are nasty!
Axel: subway should have a drive-thru
Mello: Starbucks has one.
Wicked: omg! Axel that's what I wrote in a fanfic about drive-thrus.
Youji: what happened in drive-thrus L?
Mello: don't get her started.
Youji: tell me! tell me!
Axel:....it deals with me right? *bright eyes*
Wicked: Roxas comes in and a hot steamy sex scene comes into play
*goes off into fanfiction mood*

We arrive at the place. I just randomly tell everyone in the car. "Drive-thrus are used for sex"
You should have seen my mom and step-dad and aunt's reaction. It was so funny.
I just sorta stared back at them and shrugged and walked inside to get my diet coke and baked potato.

lawl. I love myself! <33

Youji: you love me more right?
Wicked: um....
Youji: *holds up knife*
Wicked: Axel!!!
Current Mood: amusedamused
21 July 2009 @ 05:53 pm
Seeing old friends has really cheered me up ^^

I love Greensboro, there are soo many cute shops there!!
Current Mood: contentcontent


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Current Mood: boredbored
Current Music: beeps of aim
Who is your favorite lady detective from movies, books, or TV?
Nancy Drew. It was the only dectective books, and games I loved
to play and read.
Current Mood: crappycrappy
18 July 2009 @ 11:15 pm

Who would have thought?
 Thought it hurt this bad?

I sure didn't...

Current Mood: morosemorose
18 July 2009 @ 12:29 am

I'm sorry that I loved you.
I'm sorry I still do.
I'm sorry I never told you.
And treated you like shit.
You didn't deserve it, but now
i'm guessing it's over.

You were the one I wanted to
go with me to the beach 31-2
but I know you won't know.

I'm sorry I cried and trashed what you
left. I even broke the mugs and I held
the pieces in my arms sobbing. I'm sorry
I hurt you so much, and caused you all this.

At least of all I'm sorry, sorry I fell for you.
You'll always be there haunting my dreams
like you have for the past week.

NO matter what I say, I still love you.

I hope to forever be your Mello and hope
you'll always be my Matt.

I'm glad you found your Axel now I guess it's
my turn.


Don't forget i"m on the back burnere always.
Need a hand I swear I'll be there babe.
Because I.
Till the Day I Die.

Current Mood: pessimisticpessimistic
17 July 2009 @ 06:07 pm

OKii so I just finished playing Trace Memory for the DS AGAIN.
It's a great time waster and I love the game. I want another game like it.
I sometimes hate having to level up for things and this is just plain mystery.

I heard there is a squeal...for the Wii. I hate that soo much! But i"m still gonna
buy it and play it if it comes out in the US. I'll just hold up at my moms house
until I beat it so um..."

HEY MOM! I love you and you know you want me to hold
up in your house so I can play this game right?!"

Lmao that's how it's going to work anyway. I just went to hanes mall
today got the shorts and shirt I've been dying for and also went to aries
their stuff is adorable and that's where my next paycheck is going. Bleach
and FFVII game just wait and go down in price more right?

SO I have to go out for dinner with my dad for his b-day soon. Yeah...
eww pizza and cake....why is it that I hate both of those things? I must starve...
hmm oh well....anyway I'm off to read fanfiction for the rest of tonight and tomorrow
until I have to work. 3-10:30pm weh....that's gonna be fun.

Zexy wanted attention for my icons before I go Axel crazy soon and add eve more
Current Mood: groggygroggy
Current Music: Trace Memory ending song. It's getting annoying...
16 July 2009 @ 11:11 pm
I can't take it anymore. I just want to forget everyone.
I'll live in my fantasy world okay? Just don't talk to me anymore.
I'm fucking sick of this shit.

Fuck everyone!

Sorry dad, I know it's your birthday and I'm acting like such a
shitty daughter crying around you.

I just wanna act tough like Axel does.
Hide behind him pain.
At least that's how I see it.
Current Mood: crushedcrushed